haha yap! tepat kemarin ibu berulang tahun ciaaattttttt. dasar anak durhaka gini hari baru ngucapin. bahhh yang penting eyke udah ucapin dari kemarin :P wkwkwk
kemarin genap usia ibu tepat umur 44 tahun. dan selam 20 tahun lah ibu udah membuktikan bahwa dia adalah ibu terhebat! yaaa1 terhebat! I made this entry specially dedicated to my dearest mother, Hariyani dwi Nugrahayu.
To my ibuuuu huehehe. Happy 44th Birthday, mom! May Allah bless you with good health and great wealth! Either you might be reading this or not, I don't know.. But I would like to say sorry if I ever:
-left you when u need me
-ignored your request/advices
-get you mad and sad
-dissapoint you in any way
-and too much if i say in here :'(
semakin fia dewasa banyak yangs sering fia tolak. banyak seringnya fia bang iif dan ayas lawan. kita tahu, sakit hatinya ibu saat tau nilai kita jelek, saat kita menolak apa yang diinginin ibu padahal kita tau, itu pasti ada manfaatnya. bukan hanya rasa sakit hati, pasti waktu ibu melahirkan kita bertiga ibu sakit kan? pengorbanan ibu bawa kita kemana aja saat kita masih dalam kandungan. itu pasti sakit ;") maaf ya bu, kadang kita keras kepala, maaf ya bu kadang keluar kata yang kurang tau diri ini terlontar saat bicara. maaf kadang kita sering membohongi ibu,
padahal ibu udah susah payah mendidik kita untuk jadi pribadi yang jujur. makasih atas semua doa-doa yang ibu panjatkan untuk kita. padahal sering kali kita setelah sholat langsung kaburrr.
makasih ya bu atas support di saat fia lagi down. makasih atas pengertian ibu selama ini. maafin fia ya bu kadang waktu fia lagi ngerjain tugas dan kecapean fia suka ga jawab pertanyaan yang padahal itu adalah sebuah perhatian dari ibu, makasih ya bu bekal yang tiap hari ibu bawain yang mengharuskan ibu bangun pagi2. makasih atas doa-doa ibu selama ini.
maaf ya bu kita ga bisa kasih apa2 buat ibu hanyalah doa yang selalu kita panjatkan buat ibu :"(
but I have special song from sami yusuf, special for you....
Bismillah...
Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
But I never realised it
And now it's too late
Forgive me
Now I'm alone filled with so much shame
For all the years I cause you pain
If only I could sleep in your arms again
Mother I'm lost without you
You were the sun that brightened my day
Now who's going to wipe my tears away
If only I knew what I know today
Mother I'm lost without you
Ummahu, ummahu, ya ummi
wa shawqahu ila luqyaki ya ummi
Ummuka, ummuka, ummuka, ummuka
Qawlu rasulika
Fi qalbi, fi hulumi
Anti ma'i ya ummi
Mother... Mother... O My Mother
How I long to see O Mother
"Your Mother, Your Mother, Your Mother"
Is the saying of your Prophet
In my heart, in my dreams
You are always with me Mother
Ruhti wa taraktini
Ya nura 'aynayya
Ya unsa layli
Ruhti wa taraktini
Man siwaki yahdhununi
Man siwaki yasturuni
Man siwaki yahrusuni
'Afwaki Ummi
Samihini... (Arabic language)
You went and left me
O light of my eyes
O comfort of my nights
You went and left me
Who, other than you, will embrace me?
Who, other than you, will cover me?
Who, other than you, will guard over me?
Your pardon mother, forgive me
Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
But I never realised it
And now it's too late
Forgive me
Now I'm alone filled with so much shame
For all the years I cause you pain
If only I could sleep in your arms again
Mother I'm lost without you
You were the sun that brightened my day
Now who's going to wipe my tears away
If only I knew what I know today
Mother I'm lost without you
Ummahu, ummahu, ya ummi
wa shawqahu ila luqyaki ya ummi
Ummuka, ummuka, ummuka, ummuka
Qawlu rasulika
Fi qalbi, fi hulumi
Anti ma'i ya ummi
Mother... Mother... O My Mother
How I long to see O Mother
"Your Mother, Your Mother, Your Mother"
Is the saying of your Prophet
In my heart, in my dreams
You are always with me Mother
Ruhti wa taraktini
Ya nura 'aynayya
Ya unsa layli
Ruhti wa taraktini
Man siwaki yahdhununi
Man siwaki yasturuni
Man siwaki yahrusuni
'Afwaki Ummi
Samihini... (Arabic language)
You went and left me
O light of my eyes
O comfort of my nights
You went and left me
Who, other than you, will embrace me?
Who, other than you, will cover me?
Who, other than you, will guard over me?
Your pardon mother, forgive me
pokoknyaaaa, thanks for being there when we need you. Thanks for supporting for all. Thanks for all your prayers for your child. Thanks for shaping up my attitude and manners. and most of all, thanks for the undying love you gave to me. This is what we call unconditional love.Mom, without you, there would be no me. Your love, your attention, your guidance, have made me who I am.
di ulang tahun ibu yang ke 44 ini kita berdoa semoga ibu selalu dalam lindungan Allah SWT. selalu diberikan cucuran rahmat dari-Nya, sehat, panjang umur sehat selalu, bisa ngedampingin kita sampai ngeliat anak cucu kita ^_^ Barakallah fii umrik, buuu. we love youuuuuu <3
dan ini waktu ibu masih mudaaa yang masih cantik dan akan selalu cantik :)
ya, allah berikan rezeki, kesehatan, dan limpahan rahmat serta keberkahan bagi mereka, orang tuaku... we love you! :*
huehehe.
